I often wonder what its like to not fall asleep praying that in the morning I never wake up. And I wonder what its like to see something through ’cause as soon as I start, I give up. I tried jumping out my window, but it was only two stories tall. I thought about drowning […]
I don’t need you to be here, ’cause I know how that ends. I don’t need you to feign attention, I think we’re well past that. I don’t need you to take out the garbage, I can take myself out just fine. And I don’t need you to tell me everything will be alright. The […]
I tried to hide out in the sky. Staring up in the night, I hoped I’d never be seen, Among the spaces between, The light of two distant stars. Because down here on earth, I’ve got places to be, and people to please, And failures to meet. Adrift in the void, maybe I could avoid, […]
You make me feel like I’ve been dead for maybe going on like 40 years, but its only been a couple days since I committed social suicide, inside my alliterative device for cutting through all your ice and lies. Back to the basics, back to breathing through the noise. Back to tolerating all the girls […]
Like a killer taking his sins to the grave. Like a mother mourning the mistakes she has made. Time is just memories and tragedies, And several things we can never get back. The people. The places. From the ones you thought loved you, to the ones that you hated. They all fade the same, as […]
Call through a carbon copy. Curse me in kerosene. Cut me, I can not bleed. Cut me, I can not bleed. See through my sinking shadow. Soak me in shallow dreams. Sever the sun’s own beams. Sever the sun’s own beams. Calm me down with lies of caring thoughts and crooked smiles. Fill me up […]
They say good things come to those who wait, Well how long must I sit here? Quite honestly, I had the patience of a saint, But even saints have their limits. You beat me down and battered my resolve into a fine paste. I hope it sticks to your fists. Call me when your done […]
Call in the army. Call in the fucking marines. Call it giving up, or Call it fulfilling needs. So I staggered, I tripped and I fell. And the ground just sorta disappeared As the curtain closed on another wonderful day. Here, where the sun shines maybe upwards of 14 hours a day. Here, where the […]
I woke up on the wrong side of the floor. Torn, cut-up, aching and wanting more. Stars spinning, head fervently bruised. Here’s something only I get to choose. Your voice caught me crying again. Moral choice won’t mean nothin’ then. Cold comfort in resolution. It must be nice to see how it ends. I thought […]
I had written it on two strips of paper, Torn off and skewed away from yesterday, From everything, From all those words I say to pretend that I’m okay, With everything, And every win aint just another loss. That’s what I thought you spoke of when you said to toughen up. Oh up and up […]
