December 9, 2015
I was standing moments away from saving grace, and saving face, I heard that whole chorus of angels sing, down below, above my head. When your voice shocked open these heavy eyelids, I forgot how to cry. I forgot how much I had wanted to die. You lift me up with your laugh. You clear […]
September 23, 2015
I had written it on two strips of paper, Torn off and skewed away from yesterday, From everything, From all those words I say to pretend that I’m okay, With everything, And every win aint just another loss. That’s what I thought you spoke of when you said to toughen up. Oh up and up […]
August 25, 2015
I used to think life was so complicated. Stuck between the safety of the past and the bulk of the great unknown. Oh, but it’s really all so simple, you know,? oh, you know. If I made you a telescope that saw out past the moon and right past Mars, out to those other molten […]
July 29, 2015
I told myself I would cease this unseemly behavior, but I just can’t help myself. You prop me up from coward to savior. The world ain’t so rough when I’m with you. If I could sail past this soul-bonded favor, I might just get by fine. But I don’t see a life that’s worth living, […]
July 16, 2015
Do you ever feel the world spinning, Hollow like, Straight underneath those feet? Does it leave you tumbling and bumbling, and clinging to your sheets? And have you ever seen the road become the ocean, As a violent night breaks into day? Did your lips even quiver when the could-have-beens Emerged soaking from the sea? […]
May 7, 2015
There once was a strange little minnow who loved to sing. Her mother was a singer too, like bells her voice did ring. But the blibs and the blubs of the river tongue were hard to use. The minnow wanted to go up on land, and maybe even wear shoes! But the minnow was not […]
April 27, 2015
On Monday I Gave Up On every stupid little thing Because that’s so easy Compared to giving up on us specifically. I charted All your seas But I still sank into the deep When I Dove right in The spot your heart was supposed to be Silly me. Silly me. I believed in myself for […]
February 6, 2015
Entry 13,671 I expected to either cease to exist or be in some sort of eternal torment at the time I am writing this, but instead I am here in bed, my dear daughter and cat both curled up beside me, sleeping a peaceful sleep. This is the award for betraying a god. Perhaps I […]
January 24, 2015
I, I’m a new kind of a life. I’m a twisted reality, A shadow of the sun. And this, This illusion is twice as strong as you’ve ever seen. And you were all fools for believing along, ‘Cause It was all a mirage. Give it up, let it go. There is a life to be […]
December 20, 2014
I want to be a bumblebee, And bumble every day. I want to be a bumblebee, And bumble life away. I want to bumble to my left, and bumble to my right. Bumble straight up, and bumble back down. Gonna bumble my way into the Bumble Crown. As the queen of bumbles, my bumbles will […]